Never Stop Believing...
Never stop believing...*Shaina Ramrattan . 15 Newyork . July 21 (Cancer) ;)
Guyanese*
I hate the fact that
I get jealous when i know im not suppose to . I see you’ve moved on or you dont care , you treat girls the way you used to treat me and i get jealous . I cant handle the fact that you dont care because i still do . I care more then i should and i cant control it . I wish i could turn it off but i cant . I just wish that i could be that girl you fight for . I fought for so long and i feel like theres no hope . I dont know whats left to do …
Taking Chances…
I had the most perfect opportunity that day … i knew i shouldnt do it , but it was the only time i got the chance to after such a long time . That moment when you know you shouldnt do it , but you also know that you may never get the chance to ever do it again . That moment where everything makes it so perfect for it to happen . But then it happens and after you feel like you should of never done it . I live in the past and i know its wrong . I refuse to let go of things that ive loved or love even if they let go of me . Everything i do is because i want to do it with you or because i feel some type of way with you not just for the thrill or experience . And the worst part of it is that i did it because i LOVE you and you did it because you wanted me . I believe that everything happens for a reason . There is a reason everything happened so perfectly for us to end up together that night . But it sucks when the other person doesnt realize the difference between wanting someone and loving someone . I took the chance and i will never regret it , but what i will regret is not telling you how i felt in the moment .
